how are you supposed to teach your children to do the right thing when you can’t do it yourself?
bullies piss me off… especially when they are old enough to know better… like 40+ years old. women…. i swear! there’s no need to show off the size of your proverbial penis! can we all play nice and not pull each others hair?
back to the daily grind… i will deal with the shit when it hits the fan…
I haven’t felt this happy and content for an extended period of time in what feels like forever. In two weeks I have done some things that a year ago I would never have even thought about, much less gone through with. I joined a gym. I’ve gone to said gym 5 days a week for both weeks. I don’t have a gym buddy or someone pushing me. No one is holding my hand. I went into the work out room by myself, hopped on a bike and rode. There was a stranger sitting beside of me. I didn’t even freak out! I tried several different classes and actually enjoyed all of them! I smiled at complete strangers and even complimented a pregnant woman at the grocery store. I’ve had scuffs with my “better half” but I haven’t let them get me down. The kids act up, fight and tear apart my house… but I’m not ruffled. Stuff needs to get cleaned up around the house… but I’m not stressed. It will all be taken care of. All in due time….but for now…
I’m proud of myself =)
I like living in the present.
Squish’s new trick